loss

So I've lost more art. My brother threw away one of my sketch books. It was by accident but I dont think he'll ever understand the loss that i feel. I'll never be able to redo those pieces and it hurts me. Last time I had lost a sketch book I had actually fell into a depression. It kills me cause no matter how hard i try those pices will never be what they were again. They were a part of me. As soon as he said he threw it away i felt a pain in my heart . I want to cry so bad. I wont allow my self to fall into that rut again but i feel the loss.